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They feel I am FAKEYou and your friend are like cats who ask for attention and then get scared when I meet their demands.
Similarly, I was offered me exactly what I wanted, I ran away, assuming it was fake!
So... When people get what they want, they feel that it is fake.
I only thought, "what does he want from me?"
So you must have thought, "what do you want from me??"
Perhaps I act the same way about you,
except it is my Mom's friends telling me not to talk to your friends, and your friends telling me what to think.
Whereas with you, it is your role model's friends telling you not to talk to me, and I... Am telling you what to think??
Everyone thinks I'm fake. EVERYONE ...
People have very specific expectations,
and when I meet those expectations, they tell me what to think
and when I think what they want, they feel I am FAKE
and when I try to understand their assumptions, they tell me I am deluding myself,
and set new expectations.
If I don't meet people's expectations then they tell me t
Thought Experiment: Death of An AngelFirst, let us assume that there are an infinite number of angels. Imagine them as beings with wings. For this thought experiment we are going to pack them in tightly into a three-dimensional space, but because they are angels, and do not overlap, the space extends infinitely in all directions. For this thought experiment, the angel at coordinates X, Y, Z is going to explode, scattering its light in all directions. We assume that as it dies, it sends a ray of light in all directions, and that angels hit by the ray of light will be affected. However, there is one direction in which no light is emitted. We rotate our three-dimensional space (and all the angels therein) until we set this direction as the X-coordinate. Setting k as an arbitrary constant greater than zero, we hypothesize that angels in the line extending from X, Y, Z, to (X+k), Y, Z to (X+infinity), Y, Z are not affected by the death of the angel at X, Y, Z. To make this thought experiment more interesting, we know that if r
An Explanation to my Guardian AngelDo you know the difference between good and evil? Something you see in me could just be me trying to get something in return. Imagine how happy I could be if I could force you to do something. Making a sacrifice with the intent of getting something in return, is it really good, or is it manipulating? Even when we ask nothing in return, is it really that selfless if we never have much to start with? And we give, on the assumption that the happiness we get in return multiplied by the chance of us getting that happiness (possible reciprocation) will be greater than our current sadness multiplied by the chance of this life setting continuing. So even if I give something to another from the bottom of my heart, my mind only permits it when I can get a positive statistical net-return of happiness. Sure, it's not evil if I don't expect something back - but is it "good"? I think to believe in that sort of "good" is delusional. If God was like that, then would he be "good" if he only blessed peo
hey newton, gravity's flawedi.
starting anew from the flutter
and the sputter of lungs.
a vacant sea filled with feathers
and tumultuous clatter,
ribs in a treacherous pattern
resembling exiting rungs.
i want to wrestle the angels,
your tendency is the ladder.
involved with full indiscretion,
trading lazy for lace.
unspool the curse of the long-
limbs in a languorous flexion
i like the stab of the ankles,
you need the curves intersected.
opting to cull my extents
with trans-dimensional vigor.
spent my dysphoric corrections
on reconnecting lax ends.
lips in a spurious accent
feign a passionate rigor.
i tie myself to the anchor,
you extricate and ascend.
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